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Monday, June 29, 2009

A broken heart leaves a broken person

I love you...
you're my everything..no one else
can replace you in my life..

Yeah right...those are the words right there
that i hate..and anything related to it

How much do you love me?
Do you love me enough to not break my heart?

Do you love me enough to wipe away my tears and tell me that everything is going to be ok.

Do you love me enough to kiss me in the pouring rain? Can I trust you will all my heart?

Can you love me forever? Can you not cheat on me for someone who's better than me?

Will you accept me for who i am?

Half the time guys lie if you ask them this...


When you hurt me
do you know what kind of scar you leave?

I may act like it's ok, it's not.

I may smile outside, but i cry inside

You left me in a total wreck
I don't know what to do without you
I cry everyday, longing to be with you
But...you're not...I can't

I have to learn to move on...
But every time i see your face
I shatter inside...

The heartache you left me with...is too much
I spill the blood of my soul slowly
falling to the darkness

spiraling down..deeper and deeper

but...someone calls my name...the darkness is starting to go away...

Who is it?




(see...happy ending...)


copyrighted by Saika Ceria (2009)

Monday, June 22, 2009

Something meaningful...

I have a great boyfriend.

His name is Joe..he hases a myspace hahah
I can't put his pic on here he told me to keep it
limited to myspace...the arse.. >.>

here's how we met...

Sometime in Dec. 08 (i think)

EliteSkills is where we met it's a roleplay site.
We rped together..he joined an RP of mine called Ai shiteru
it was pretty open but it turned into a 1x1 and it got all romantic.
He soon later asked me to join his Vampiric Nightclub rp.

I did...then after that he left for a long while...i began to miss him and even then start to like him.

Late Dec 08:

He came around again...i hugged him and stuff
and since ES has a stalk thingie i started stalking him
He was all like why are you stalking me
Me: What are you talking about?
Joe: I just got a msg saying ur stalking me
Me: oh heheh *blush*

then i started raping ppl in the rp i tried to get him
but he flew away...but i stole his clothes that time so payback!!!!


somedays later...i PMed him..

I told him i liked him...took awhile though...i was all shy...
He gave me his YIM and we started talking over that

We clicked really well...we had a lot of stuff in common

Then i asked him...

Me: Can i ask you a question?
Joe: yes?
Me: do you like me?
Joe: Honestly?
Me: yea...i kno the answer though...
Joe: i do...
Me: really? well...do you think ur falling in love with me?
Joe: yes.....

Jan 6:
he asked me out and we started dating...heheh

next time i'll tell you about the first time we met in person...

Okay....all i got to say is....wtf?

oh yeah i like small font....got a problem with it? huh? huh?
yeah well i got nothing right now...i'm hot as hell in my room...i'm sweating motherfucking bullets here man.... argh

Anyways I'm Saika Ceria...Trinity to those who know that side of me...nyeh....hardly anyone calls me Saika unless they are very very VERY close to me..... so yeah